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Post by skarth on Apr 3, 2017 22:22:26 GMT -5
Between market days I sought to distract myself by doing some smithing. I know dangers always lurk, and the newer adventurers may enjoy something new to arm themselves with, I intend to hand these items out to them, I have made a dozen shields and a few weapons.
I've slept little and put much effort in, but, I did not feel the accomplishment of a job well done when the items I made were finished.
I try to do good things, because that is what I used to do, and I used to feel good about it, but it just feels like I'm going through the motions, I keep hoping I'll feel something again, but there is feeling is not there anymore.
I have trouble looking at some people, I keep getting scared of things, I keep crying, I feel weak, I think of bad things...
I'm tired of feeling broken.
I still have a little hope left to fix myself.
Even though it's a conversation I dread having, I want to have a meeting with any townspeople who want to know whats going on with me.
I intend to have this meeting near the start of the market day, put your name on the paper below if you want to make sure you are in this meeting.
-Skarth
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Post by Maison D'âmes on Apr 4, 2017 13:55:55 GMT -5
Skarth, Finding passion is good. But grief and fear are not weaknesses.
They're just as much part of life as rage and joy. Be wary, however. Nightmare is influencing people here. The feelings you have may not be your own.
I know people who also lost themselves, and who have found new purpose. I can introduce you if you like.
Maison D'âmes
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Post by Talia Stoutbeard on Apr 6, 2017 16:53:16 GMT -5
Maybe you need to drink more. That usually helps me.
Or you could try getting help from someone who does the mind magic stuff. I'm not sure how it works, but Jorrim does, and was able to help me with what the ale couldn't.
Talia Stoutbeard
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Post by knightwolf5984 on Apr 6, 2017 18:06:08 GMT -5
I can help you. I know what you seek and I have the answers. Come find me and I will show all.
(Not timmeu)
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Post by skarth on Apr 6, 2017 20:48:28 GMT -5
To Mais : We can discuss it at the market-day, but I don't believe Nightmare is related to my issue.
To Talia : I've drank all my intoxicants months ago, and even some of the... well, "less desirable" elixirs. My problems still remain, and I have no desire to become a Gaddabari. As far as the mind magic goes, I am not yet sure how I feel about having my thoughts operated on.
To "Unknown" : I need more to find you than a vague note, unless you are the one of two I met last market-day.
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Post by Talia Stoutbeard on Apr 7, 2017 12:20:59 GMT -5
You have a strange way of spelling dwarf.
Talia
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